spell it out for me

mungkin saya sudah jatuh chenta kembali..;p

title entry mmg tak boleh tahan bukan??

assalamualaikum...

ahhaaa,,yer..
mungkins sye kembali jatuh chenta kepadanya..
setelah lame dia menyepi...
setelah lama tidak muncul di penglihatan saya ini..
tetapi semenjak 2 menjak ini..
bile dia kembali..
kembali mendengar suarenyer..
kembali melihat senyumannyer..
dia kembali dengan tutur kata yg sgt tersusun...
ke'gentleman'an nye yg sgt memikat hati..
kesopanan kesusilaan yg tertera dlm rukunegara,,sume ade padenyer..
ketebalan ilmu didada yg menambat usus dan jantung..
gigi yg chentekkk yg m'gambarkan si dia,,dokte gigi yg hebat..=)
sye juga kembali angau jatuh,,
jatuh chenta kembali padanye..(ape ayat konar konar meraban neh,hohh)

inilah chenta hati yg baru kembali tuh..
(jumpe kat astro AC? sempoiiii,,x jemu jemu sye menonton ;p)

pasti memikat hati ibu mertua

pergi berjuang utk negara,tp x jdi pergi rupenyer..
tp takpe,,
kamu tetap yg termuah..

biarlah yg diluar sana bertegang urat, tarik rambut berebut2 abg yg sedikit tinggi itu..
tapi hati saya tetap utk si abg yg rendah sedikit itu
hiks hiks (gelak yg gedik)

jatuh chenta hati tauuuu...

coolness

assalamualaikum

hehhh..
syndrome you-tubing maken m'jadi-jadi...;p
D drive loaded with these underdog stars munyer video yg 2 thumps up!=D,,
sgt anggun gojes si lisa scinta dan group ahmir yg hitam manis si tampuk manggis punye gigi yg putehh..heeee
(which definitely wayyyyyyyyyy much much more better and 'something' compare to bebudk-a.f-yg-ntah-smpai-berape-riban-musim-pon-takto,,,yg-tak-reti2-nak-tutup-akademi-cukup2-la-buat auditionnye,,,yg-belakon-criter-kau&aku-yg-cm-hampagas-tragik-aku-tgok-bebudk-ni-belakon..T_T tsk tsk
mamps i kene saman ngn astro neh..lol)

my most all-time favorite youtube star cum my current loop winamp playlist smbil maen game pokemon ;p
(oh,,x canggih langsung pki winamp)..

Lisa Scinta

it's not love
(her own song..) *love*

thinking of u
(cover - ketty perry)

Ahmir


the climb (cover - miley cyrus)
(featuring david sides)

oh,,this is really something..goosebumps!!

when u look me in the eyes
(cover jonas brothers)

halo
(cover beyonce)

i thought she knew (cover N'SYNC)
(featuring AJ Rafael)

i want nobody nobody but u..

assalamualaikum

heeeeeee *grin*
suke tawww..;p

boleh la berangan2 menjadi wonder girl semase kelas erobik lpas ni..
kne propose lagu ni kat akak trainer mlm ni..
mari berjimba - jimba..
yehuuuu...;p

i had a dream,, a song to sing

assalamualaikum

i had a weird dream last night,,
weird that i just couldn't sleep after having literally like a sudden shock and being instantly jolted from my sleep..
weird that my heart starting to beat so fast..
weird until it broke me down..
needless to say, it was quite disturbance.
it took me couple hours to get back to sleep..:-s
in fact, i've not had much recollection of any dreams at all lately..
but last night,,ohh..
let's hope it doesn't materialize..or else i'll go psycho..

it was all about "my own wedding ceremony"..
seriously, the thought abt that 'killing subject' has been long ago been put aside from my mind..
yeah,,it has never crossed my mind for quite sometimes nowadays..
i've been busy and occupied with smething elses..
i guess it may caused by the infinity list of my-must-attend-wedding this upcoming months..
(fyi i've to deal with 7 invitations this coming chinese new year..it messed my heart out when i ran out of excuses to not attend those that i could not make it..*sigh*)

cut the crap.. -- continue --

in that dreams,,it was about the very last touch of the wedding..
the planning has been set up accordingly..
preparations was superb and were almost done..
there wasn't much left to do until the kenduri itself..
hundreds of families and guests came from all over the town..

when it comes down to me..
the time where mak andam whom in charge for makeup-ing me arrived..
then that was the moment i just realized that there will be no bridegroom..
i do not have my own bridegroom-to-be!!

the kenduri was about to start..
i was freaking panic..
how am i going to tell my parents,,guests etc..
with whom am i going to marry??
how am i going to settle this??how am i going to stop the ceremony??
whom to be blamed??
that time i wasn't sure how to react and don't know what to do..
all the fingers must be pointing on me for all the mistakes,,the shameful things..
all i could do was cry over and over again..

and.....
that was the minute i jolted back to consciousness..
and i had certainly wake up crying a little..(near came off the bed)
i'm too tired to shed any tears and yet...


i'd try to flush it away but that nightmare's episode keep constantly replayed in mind..
if every night like this,,i must be paranoid ;p
i would rather staying up all night..=(

tp mlm tadi basuh kaki,baca doa seblom tdo..hhmm..

get a life you loser!

lonesome

unwell

hopeless

......
biskut kering lemau.. katak bwh tempurung..
that just about describes my life right now..
and i'm beginning to talk rubbish..

-end-

[[o_^]]

hearing the voices which seldom i listen to,,
that makes me smile all day long..;p

cause u and i both loved what u and i spoke of..
and others just read of..
others only read of the love, the love that i love..

i missed him but do u think he miss me too?