mahal na mahal kita

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Aku pilih derita merinduimu.

p/s : huhuuu,,takdek maknanyer....
baik pilih makan nasik!! nyum nyum..
eh tak,,makan maggi goreng sedap!..lame dh tak makan..
tak pon makan oreo m'cflurry,,tak pon air keret susu ke ,, keret kek ker..
tp teringin nk mkan kentaki hot n spicy,dpt seketol pon jdiklah..

errr...aper ni..
this must probably pms..T_T
grrr.

"terima kasih kerana menonton sehati berdansa..teruskan mengundi dan menonton kami hanya di astro ria"

abg fahrin,,klo scha yg tu rejek u,, i kan ade..
mahal na mahal kita..adasoo??
lalalaaaa~~.

semakin mereng kerane mengantuk!

boo hoo~!

i asked a tear while it rolled down my cheek..

why do u appear when i am in a crowd?
why wouldn't u come when i am alone?

it said, “i find u all alone in the crowd”...


*ouch*
-.-

puas hati tapi berduka lara..hahaa

salam...

haihh,,ade ke cmtu..
patut hero emsem,,kene la happy ending..
last2 kene panah petir..sian enche' adam..
ish ish ishh...
tula,sape suroh tamak sgt..kan dah gadoh2 kene panah petir segale..
yg tak tahan tu,,dlm konon ala-ala "kau dipakse aku terpakse" kawen tu pon,,
boleh pulak termengandung balik si hazera lepas pantang..
adoii,,pening aku tgok!
pastu sengih2 cm kerang busukss..hhahaa..

berduka seketika saya melihat enche' adam..smer org dlm citer pon sedih2..
enche' adam pon nangis sambil duduk atas kerusi roda..
mane tak sedeh.. waa :'(
kater peminat tegar,,kene la bersedeh samer..-.-

naseb baikk man u menang...semedang asik bungkus jer!! T_T
dgn liverpool pon boleh kalah..apala!
klo man u bungkus the other day tu,,mmg lah lagi b'duka lara,,
ditambah duka lara enche' adam lagi..
kodi bukankah aku??
=D

ngehngengehhh..
(siler try bukak link ni klo nk spoil mood nur kasih korng!)
http://www.scribd.com/doc/20226334/Nur-Kasih-Full-Version-by-OhArtis-Dot-Com

puas ati aku spoil kan mood nur kasih diri sniri..hahaa!

ohh,,muke enche' adam nur kasih (yg belom kene panah petir) remind me of someone..lalalaaaa~~
yang ni pon aku peminat gak,,tp tak berape tegar!
si someone yg lookalike enche' adam nur kasih tu..
ermm,,no komen
tp rase cm nk sepak2...
haih..

aik,, dua-dua pon name enche' adam...apekah??
sape yg patut tulis entry ni,,aku ke,cik a'tikah a'dawiyah ker??

hekhekkk..
hape yg aku merepek kan ni..

surirumah??

salam...

this week is like a record to me..
i've stayed home for 2 days straight..yyeah..
doing all the household chores and help my mum preparing meals for lunch and dinner~...
finally,,seeems my apron doing well and somehow does useful after all..yayy~
wahh i feel like a surirumah~!
a bit boring laaa..
if everyday like this i don't want to be a surirumah anymore...
my abah perli, "nk tnggu smpai biler lgi nk belaja msak..nk tnggu bile dh besar,,dah besar dh pon"~..ngehngehh..

i kinda feel guilty about spending so much money on shopping my-not-so-important-stuff-saje-ngade-nak-abihkan-duit-tak-sedar-diri-dah-sengkek...
hehee, my mum said the other day, "beli la brg2 makanan ke.. sabun ke... sabun basuh baju ke.. takkan nak kerja shopping baju sndiri je.." adei..insaf insaf...

friend,
it's ok if i were the one who left out from ur thought along the journey approaching the day.. i may have forgotten to say that i care..i may have failed to open up and share,,to keep in touch and i know there were no words have been spoken since then and i may not the best among others in the world u can turn to..
people said,,friends are like the walls of a house..
sometimes they hold u up and sometimes u lean on them..
but sometimes, it's enough to know they're just standing by..
i just hope that u would noticed that i'm standing here and trully grateful each and everyday for everything that happens to u and knowing that every step forward being blessed and bring the happiness closer..

the broken in which i'm dying are the best healing

mending a broken heart..
it is not something that can be done in solitude...but it takes two..
when a heart attempts to mend itself without the love of another it merely attempts to cover over and hide the scars, or to replace hurt with bitterness, anger, pride, or any other self-deception..
a heart cannot mend itself without the love of another because
"where a heart has been hurt only love can heal"..
it is obviously by the love of Allah or another person or both..
a heart can only be mended within the context of another,,
because love is about the giving of oneself to another person.
Allah always there for us...
and when we love others we give of ourselves to them..
love occurs when we take the loves, Allah has poured into our hearts and we pour the overflow of that love into others..

mending a broken heart takes two

i knew i could and i wish u would..
ALLAH kan ada =)

low and lack

salam..

been so long..=)
busy, busy..and smthing hurt somewhere..

ermm,, i'd pay a visit to this one clinical shop this morning..
for pregnancy test..opss,,tipuu..heee,,gurau jer!;p
diabetes test laa..oh no, not that i've had any..but gedikness ;p..

and the result..

DIABETES:: -ve (alhamdulillah)


BLOOD PRESSURE:: LOW
(caused by LACK of WATER and VITAMINS)

hohooo..u read it right!!

LACK of WATER (apekah??)
the thing is,, how many liter of plain water do i have to take lagi?
these days,,i do bear in mind to take 3~4 liters water (wajib!!) perday for daily basis tau.. ini bukan gurauan...
tak caye tnye tumbler air aku ngn toilet opis ngn umah aku..
dah brape ribu liter aku sumbat dlm tumbler tuh..
dah bape juta kali toilet diterjah sebb byk minum air..hmm..
perlukah segelen sehari?? ohh,,kembonglah nnti,, boleh jdi spongebob..


LACK of VITAMINS
ohhhhh..
dah ader phD dalam bidang pemakanan pon kurng vitamin lgi ker??
cukuplah badanku dan pinggan mangkuk di dapur menjadi saksi..
betape cukup nutrien dan vitamin yg sudah dibedal...
adoii!!
perlu ke multivitamin lagi??
multivitamin = multi selera la kan..;p
maka dengan itu....
jgn salahkan aku klo korng terpana melihat aku muncul dikaca tv berjoging-joging anak dan mengangkat2 dumbell bersame jillian ngn bob dlm the biggest loser asian #2 nnti.. ohh..*dreaming*
juge jgn salahkan aku kalo aku dioffer sbg pelakon jemputan utk jdik adik beradik tiri utk filem D'DEBAB pulak pasni..;p

seems that low blood pressure = low heart feeling..erkkk??!!

busyness

contrary to popular belief, I am not yet dead. :P
i've just been busy...

"a message" from ... (i can't seem to find a word for it)

Tuhan...bila masih ku diberi kesempatan..izinkan aku utk mencintainya..namun bila waktuku telah habis dengannya..biarkan cinta ini hidup untuk sekali ini saja..

hmm..
what i did was sad, but it was the right thing to do.. i'm just not ready!

anyway, there's this one song i heard from HOT FM "OK,,KO" and it's been on constant replay in my head ever since...i like the tune and lyrics :D,, it's by an artist from s'pore, SLEEQ and the song is called CUN SAJA ;)

and....i'm into "Joget Toleh Menoleh" song by senario..hee,,enjoy!

off to Ipoh-PD-Bentong in the row for these coming 3 weeks..
i like busy! ;p

chiow chin chau!